first it was on 11/1/08
2nd it was 27/2/08
so unexpected..so last minute
feeling bad dat u foot the bill again n me din even take much
time flies during times of hangout
thanks for letting me noe bt it
thanks for clarifying them
guess its inevitable to feel comfortable w ur presence
even when its silence, its just so blessed
thanks for letting me noe dat there's a next time
till next time...till then..till..
taking everything easy, slow...
how slow can it take..how easy can me let go
wun noe
cant feel
dun wanna tink
happiness is hard to find?
ur words, qns, actions tell me otherwise..
r these wad u mean?
nvm...nvm...
gonna pamper myself more and more
target: newer prettier clothes, shoes, bags, skin...slimmer self...cleverer self...
a months time a months time
that's an extract of a song which meimei introduced to me..its really nice after reading thru the lyrics.. listening to the melody..im gonna learn
ytd's recording wasnt good..disappointed, frustrated by my ignorance...yet now, i noe wad im in for...took me so long..but im thankful that i saw the light..a lil of light..im gg to hit all the notes..add in all the feelings and make sure tt the next recording will be good..doing justice to myself n of cos to prove tt i can do it!
gonna really learn and listen like shit!!yes!i have too
'he's lousy', 'forget bt him'
sighh..a good tok may help
frm bravery to cowardy
frm embracing to avoiding
frm cheerful to sorrowful
frm confident to the lack of it
frm visible to disappearing
frm everything to nothing
how to treat myself better?
how to be distracted?
sleeping is good
working is good
overworking is good
exercising is good
singing is good
maybe death is good..mb?
那一天手心裡的愛 我放不開
等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐
握緊了手心裡的愛 我勇敢了起來
當我祈禱的時候天使都不在
當我痛苦的時候也只好習慣
當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說 別再 別再走開
thanks for the prezs
nice tote, nice thought
so its the end?
seriously hope not..
coming to terms?maybe
may all these cease n halt n no more nonsense
laoshis nice.. gtta understd him a lil betta..quite a nice person
when april comes, it will end..
till den even my sole happiness will be taken away
till den its really gg to be lonely
till den i cnt imagine hw life's gonna be
till den i may not be able to survive
till den...
till den...
its a nice feeling today
back in office for the afternn..though its a short while..but its nice..thanks..
fears gripping me..its scary cos of the people..the tongues..yah now i understand his initial stress
commented tt they r nice..good to c tt they r worn and the reactions just made my day:)
thanks for the emails..
thanks for the thot too
shall c how on mon..
thank you my fran