My Colourful World-;

Friday, February 29, 2008

first it was on 11/1/08

2nd it was 27/2/08

so unexpected..so last minute

feeling bad dat u foot the bill again n me din even take much

time flies during times of hangout

thanks for letting me noe bt it

thanks for clarifying them

guess its inevitable to feel comfortable w ur presence

even when its silence, its just so blessed

thanks for letting me noe dat there's a next time

till next time...till then..till..

taking everything easy, slow...

how slow can it take..how easy can me let go

wun noe

cant feel

dun wanna tink

happiness is hard to find?

ur words, qns, actions tell me otherwise..

r these wad u mean?

nvm...nvm...

gonna pamper myself more and more

target: newer prettier clothes, shoes, bags, skin...slimmer self...cleverer self...

a months time a months time

5:13 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

that's an extract of a song which meimei introduced to me..its really nice after reading thru the lyrics.. listening to the melody..im gonna learn

ytd's recording wasnt good..disappointed, frustrated by my ignorance...yet now, i noe wad im in for...took me so long..but im thankful that i saw the light..a lil of light..im gg to hit all the notes..add in all the feelings and make sure tt the next recording will be good..doing justice to myself n of cos to prove tt i can do it!

gonna really learn and listen like shit!!yes!i have too

'he's lousy', 'forget bt him'

sighh..a good tok may help

frm bravery to cowardy

frm embracing to avoiding

frm cheerful to sorrowful

frm confident to the lack of it

frm visible to disappearing

frm everything to nothing

how to treat myself better?
how to be distracted?

sleeping is good
working is good
overworking is good
exercising is good
singing is good

maybe death is good..mb?

4:11 AM

那一天手心裡的愛我放不開

等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐

握緊了手心裡的愛我勇敢了起來

當我祈禱的時候天使都不在

當我痛苦的時候也只好習慣

當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說別再別再走開

3:51 AM

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

thanks for the prezs

nice tote, nice thought

so its the end?

seriously hope not..

coming to terms?maybe

may all these cease n halt n no more nonsense

laoshis nice.. gtta understd him a lil betta..quite a nice person

when april comes, it will end..

till den even my sole happiness will be taken away

till den its really gg to be lonely

till den i cnt imagine hw life's gonna be

till den i may not be able to survive

till den...

till den...

6:54 AM

Friday, February 1, 2008

its a nice feeling today

back in office for the afternn..though its a short while..but its nice..thanks..

fears gripping me..its scary cos of the people..the tongues..yah now i understand his initial stress

commented tt they r nice..good to c tt they r worn and the reactions just made my day:)

thanks for the emails..

thanks for the thot too

shall c how on mon..

thank you my fran

7:57 AM