unbelievable..it's jus crap
wanted to confide in mum..the thot of telling her hw im feeling these days made me ached..
on train..luckily i had those papers ready..lucky tt i was at the connector area..luckily it aint crowded..
flowed like no one's biz..4th time?jus dun wanna keep track for it only makes me feel weak
yah weak's the word
call to catch up?thanks for the thot but missed the call..its fated..i rather not mb..
thanks for the call just now
much psycho-ing needed to let go mb..much much more
dun understd wad it means by whu saes i aint gg..no longer wish to read too much for disappointment shall follow
no longer trusting pple..no longer trusting the peeps of another specie..no matter wat u say its gonna be taken as a oinch of salt..can i do it?yah i haf to..i mus..
guess it will really feel alot better if u were to be doted on..to be loved den to love
mum said this before when we were younger..its true..
she will be depressed n dosappointed tt her advice was not heeded..not once but twice
yah...so a silly retarded child she has..ashamed to face her to tell her
thanks for talking to me online fran..thanks for trying to cheer me up with ur lighthearted content..cos u dunno wads happening..at least deres a vent? wun tk u as a subst. wun be fair..no more nonsense
noe not how long it will take again
noe not how long it will last
noe not how long i can take it
noe not how long i can forget
noe not how long it wun pain anymore
noe not how long it wun ache
noe not how long it wun hurt
if only i can break for a long long period..away frm everything..away frm pple..
searching for the peace within me
may the force be with me
ya..i nid to be happy..to move on
happy