dun wanna tink if im correct..dun wish to be told if ive done wrong
it's easy to be said than done
aint easy to do wad im doing
how long can i last?
having a strg believe tt it can be done..sure it can
definitely hurts,pains, aches..wadever..simply tired
it's clear, i noe..
dun wanna deny,dun wanna probe
guess 3 weeks mb enuff..
muted..simply dun wanna be seen..black has become my best fran
it's good..able to look slimmer..or thinner..yes wanna be thinner..so much so tt i can jus disappear without anyone's knowledge
dread to talk..barely speak much when home..nag..jus let it be..cant be bothered to rebute..anyway no use..
last day of work for the week..looking fwd..
activities planned by our beloved so sweet colleagues..but gt my plans..plans?haha..if slacking at home is counted as one..yah...escaping from reality?i guess so
expressed thru songs?or issit simply jus a means to vent it out?
mb its stress, lack of sleep..wadever..
darius said tt i can be happy too..yah thanks dude!i will remember..
yet happiness doesnt come by easily..yah at least for me..
taking in deep deep breaths whenever it seems like the wrlds gonna collapse on me..
nid a float..mines deflating..needing a pump to help stay afloat..
xmas' cming..aint happy..not even excited
if only it din start..there wun haf an end..cos the ending is always this miserable
i noe i can be happy