this week passed..not as bad exccept for work wise..dun like to clear review points...dun like to be stuck in office past 6.30..dun like this terrible feeling ..dat was wed...part of the job..i noe but i just cant stand it...wad made it went well was the companionship..thanks jen n u for staying back though i noe u peeps din haf to..thanks alot realli..
guess its cos of being used to the presence tt gravitates me back to the office though i dun haf to..jus thot it wun feel good to work ot alone n i dun mind
i noe im a gonner but seems like theres no way to turn back..i dunno
how long will this last..guess not long..this will go off one day n i noe..n i noe it will be a deeper cut deep down tonnes worse than yrs ago..that will happen n i noe..till den i shall turn to my pillow and water the hurt onto it and its gonna be wetter than ever
when it comes to this, its no longer me no longer the confident person whom i used to noe