cant figure the definition of fairness, sometimes i do feel dat life's fair yet recently i am feeling otherwise..so issit fair or unfair? how not to question fairness when samantha told me tt 2 of the kids' parents r both dumb and deaf..how not to question fairness when one keeps failing even if he has worked his heart and soul, how not to question when some are born in wealthier families, more properous families, better living environments etc. den wad bt those children being enslaved in china? alaass? life's never fair i must say..similarly it's like saying no one's perfect, the world isnt perfect etc etc...sighh...
specially set aside yesterday's afternoon for VJ's CT council's meetup yet it din take place...haha..tink we r all so cropped up with stuff dat we r waiting for each other to arrange and stuff...it's tough co-ordinating and after years of doing so mes really bored of doing so...okie this may explain y the meetup wasnt realised..haha
however, it was also due to this dat i was free and so me n yj hastily arranged a last minute ktv session at suntec!yeah! this is only the 2nd time at kbox during this hols for me:( so unlike me right?haha..oh well din plan to go ytd really and thanks yj really for accompanying..haha..so happened dat both of us were free...nice to haf frans whu share the same interest as me!amongst my frans only felix, yj and winnie share the same interest..as in whenever i feel like gg and my sis cun make it ive only em to turn too:( quite sad but it's alright cos not everyone has the same interest..yah..so i really treasure whichever session we have!really! thanks alot babes and dudes..so as a 'mike hogger' ytd's session was great...one mike each..sing till crazy so we took turns..NICE! if only ive more frans whu can go ktv with me:( ktv-ing and formal singing are indeed very different, cant conc. well as we r always trying to 'chase after' the lyrics, watching the MVs whilst studio is all quiet..the images should be in the mind...all ears r on u..the stress to sing ur best etc.. comments tt will follow after each recording etc..tried to sing as if i was in the studio but gave up since its simply impossible!so jus relaxed and had fun..
after 4 hrs of intense vocal exercise, we went kenny roger at marina sq..finally ate the sides luf the corn niblets!the cheesy macaroni forgot to order steamed veg:( bleah...though the portions were manageable me only finished the corn niblets whilst yj helped me with the potato and the cheesy macaroni..reason? self-explanatory..
a long dinner it was..a long talk?mb it's cos we haven updated each other for a long while..din noe bt his side of things, it's always me complaining to him bt things, releasing my unhappiness, my sadness etc onto him..he mus haf felt burdened? or mb its jus hear n forget? nvm..thanks for listening to me all these while..thanks for being dere for my 2 yrs in hall..1st yr? it was another him..i dunno wad to say but to really thank both of u sincerely..frm the bottom of my heart! really! n of cos my dearest exroomie--daphne!yes you daphne..with u acc. me in hall in uni for the past 3 yrs i was really glad..i am really blessed to have u as my fran..those times when we jus toked in our room in yr 1 to yr 2 n 3 when we could just enter each other room to tok..the feeling was really memorable..thanks for ur encouragement, ur advices and im really sorry to have broke down a few times..so paiseh but i really wanna thank you my dear fran!:)
so gtta noe him a little better after a 2hrs dinner and yah u were veri nice to have waited with me for my train n u will definitely find ur ger whus really deserving of u cos u r a great person!
okie...getting all emo again..hmm..shall thus cease here..
yeah seeing yanshan again!so happy...